Im so sorry Faithlesscat. I know how you feel truly. Its a little frustrating and makes you feel even more sad? I never tell people the nitty gritty. Only on here coz we are all here for the same and also I have a couple of friends that know my problems and my main cousin as she is a very serious sufferer. Her brother too. In fact quite a few of us are so yeah they get me but still I dont talk that much to them.

I used feel put out not being able to speak freely but now I know its wise only to speak to sympathetic ears. `Normal' (so called) folk just dont have the time, energy or sensitivity to understand. Hugs to you.