My former therapist (whom I have an intense crush on) started a private practice. I attend a non profit organization for my therapy/counseling, which she used to work at. I tried to get into her practice but she said something about 'solicitation' (?), and basically said no, I can't make an appointment with her. She gave me no reason other than saying something about solicitation and it was very brief, she didn't go into detail of why I couldn't have her back. I cant even remember what she said exactly.

What is going on? Does she not want me as a client, or does she think that two therapists is excessive and I don't need her, or is it because I was going to see her once a month and that wasn't enough? I don't get it. I called her back but she didn't answer. Is there some sort of agreement that she made with the organization that she cant steal clients? Please give me some insight on this BS.