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Originally Posted by Lmciyah
Tired of fighting bipolar. I think I was taught that work was the answer to all of your problems. Should've had help when I was young. Instead, diagnosed in middle ages. I want to work, but vocational rehab kicked me out due to being unstable. Been in treatment for 4 months. Feel like a total loser, and forced living with a parent who always yelled at me all the time when he got mad at me.
Just totally tired of fighting and tired of being alive. Any suggestions
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First of all you are not alone in this. I do understand and so do others here. ♡ you are not a loser. Never give up. I too had horrible parents who yelled at me and emotionally abused me growing up. I can't imagine how hard it must be to be Living under the same roof with yr abusive parent. A suggestion I could offer is to look into getting ssd and you can get it and still work pt. That is what I do and I can handle it. I have my ups and downs tho. My stability comes and goes which is why I'm on social security disability. I too needed much help when I was younger but no body paid any attention to me. I can relate to what you are going thru. Please know that We are here for you. Do you have other diagnoses too or just bipolar? I'm not minimizing yr condition at all. Just trying to understand so I might be able to offer other suggestions? I'm going to start volunteering at nami soon. Do you have one close to you? That's the National alliance for mentally ill.
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