I can't hate them. Sometimes they are really annoying and dificult to stand with...Yet, they were and are the sources of love I can get. And there's a thing, a cicle, when you were abused, it's more certain that you will do that. My parents lives weren't easy ones. So I can't blame them.
When I was a kid I thought a lot about being adopted and running away from my house.
This is still a think that divides me...And I hope I don't have to live the years that left me under them influence, but I can neglect them, because what they did and do was not on porpuse. Yes, it makes me very angry sometimes. But it just makes things going worst, they feel bad, I feel bad because I made them feel bad...everyones mood gets impossible. What can I do?!!!!