It is important to get a therapist on your team. It takes one on one care to get to the bottom of the problem so that you can stop doing this to yourself. We are here to listen, to lend support and to offer suggestions on things that have helped us in the past but we just don't have the ability to fix your problem. I wish we could do more.
You are in my thoughts,
Carrie

<font color=blue>If you have two dollars, spend one on bread and the other on flowers. The bread will feed your body and the flowers will feed your soul."--Arabic Saying