I am not even sure if that is a word but it is how I feel.
My new gestalt t is not working out, in fact I am petrified of her and freeze up when I am around her.
I think I have too much and too many different types lately.
I miss old, and today I sat down and cried because I miss her. I am not sure I can go back after the whole Facebook scenario and I feel bad for her.
I have lost faith in finding the perfect or just a good enough t. I am tired of it all but I want so much to be able to connect with someone.
Having had such bad luck with therapists it's hard to be optimistic.
I have seen good ts in action in my course but I can't see them because of ethics and dual relationships and take makes me sad because I have a longing to see both my tutors and to have them look after me

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