The connection we had is gone, I mean I still enjoy seeing her but for me it's like seeing a friend you haven't seen in a while. Our appts are few and far between and we end up catching up more so than the problems itself. And I just find myself not wanting to talk to her anymore, I'm hiding things from her, she was so shocked when I told her in detail how I had been planning my death for 3 weeks when she thought I was on an upswing. It's just not the same anymore, and while I'll miss her, I feel strong enough to transfer to a new T.

I suppose I should talk with her about this, but I don't know, what do you guys think?