First time posting here. Spouse decided to choose her secret second life to me, her husband, and two amazing sons. Two months ago tonight she attacked me, was arrested, then she swallowed 30 oxycodone, was hospitalized 12 days. God knows what they found in her. Having done my own research, I believe it was transitioning to heroin. So many symptoms of that particular addiction were part of her life. Scary.
I was granted full custody and restraining order. Divorce in process. I have never experienced the 5 stages of grief before and am amazed at how powerful they can be at times. Not just powerful in overwhelming way. Powerfully beautiful as well. I have a greater appreciation for how beautiful life can be now that she and her bag of awful is gone. The boys are thriving. I am healing. Love will find me again. An amazing experience. Thank you angels.