I'm totally elated! I've been awake for three days now. I'm lost because I'm not on any medication anymore. I haven't gone to my doctor for two months. I definitely should but I just can't for some reason. I played golf first year in college so I'm big into that...so I designed a whole new golf course yesterday! I thought about getting a job at a guitar store so I started to study guitars and such...I'm going nuts right now and I love it and am afraid at the same time.