((((((((((((TALULAH)))))))))))))))

THANKYOU TALULAH

iam so sad that i took my friends words the wrong way, hedidn't evend do anything wrong to be honest. just my stupid brain goinginto overdriveand paranoid mode. i push peopleaway all the time and i have no right to treat people the way ido.
i feel selfush and because of my actions he had some bad words off ther people. that hurts me. he didn't deserve that at all.

i feel like runnung away, but i don't know how i'd manage without this place. i let my friend down. and i know he isn't feeling too good himself. why am i such a *****. people care about me and i just don't deserve it. and i loved your post about climbiing out with dessy. brilliant. you are a star.

talk soon, luv ya, jinnyann KERRY XXXX