Here I am. Four or five days off of my meds. Taking St. John's Wort with plans to stay up all night. Also taken 1.2 grams of caffiene throughout the day. (600 mg two times)

My plan is to get manic and then control it through taking my meds as to not get to out of control.

My question is this: has anyone ever tried doing this? Successfully?

P.S. I know this is most likely a bad idea, but never before have I been so damned happy then when I was in a full blown manic episode.