I'm 59. Lately I find I think about how long I have left to live. May be 15-20 good years left, can't count on any thing over that. I think about dying. How one minute your here and the next your not. I think about how I have lived my life, all the memories, good and bad. I think about my children. I also think about what it might be like dying. As a agnostic I think of after life and also nothing. I find both to be uneasy for me. I don't want to die. I wish we all lived forever. What are your thoughts on this subject? Do you find now as your getting older you think of your life and dying?