The real world is so unreal it's surreal.

It's only in fantasy land that there is any order I can trust - but even that has been compromised by interaction and overlapping with the real world to a ridiculous degree.

What I thought was real is unreal - and what I thought was unreal is real. And none of it makes much sense either way.

So now it's all become a hopeless mess - but I plod on, hoping it will all somehow become crystal clear.

In the meantime I must learn to live with it and in spite of it.