Hi Kureha! Nice to hear from you

I went to the GP...I was so scared but he was very nice. I think he's still safe, but I didn't say much just in case. I showed him the lump but I didn't say what I thought it was or that I wanted him to cut it out, so he just dismissed it as nothing. We did my BP and weight and diet and exercise etc. Then he asked who I saw at the CMHT. I started crying at one point, can't remember what set me off, but I hoped he wouldn't notice, though he eventually did. I ended up saying that I didn't trust them at the CMHT because of how I was treated at the hospital. He knows I was sectioned and had ECT against my wishes and said that must've been traumatic. I said it wasn't just that, but that they'd said they didn't believe I had depression or heard voices. He was very nice and said that I could come back another time to talk to him about it all if I wanted (I'd already been in there double my allotted 20mins) :/ but I doubt I will because he's very busy and it's not really his job.

Anyway I survived the appt. Nothing has changed, but at least he'll get his brownie points for doing the review. And I fobbed my Mum off by telling her it was all about my BP, weight and diet etc so she doesn't suspect anything.

*Willow*