It would seem I am not alone. It doesn't make the pain any more bearable. I miss this girl so much, and when I think about all the time I've spent since seeing her, it seems like my life has been worthless without her- empty, devoid, and unaccomplished.

It's pathetic to say but I love her and miss her so much that it's agonizing- she is the primary source of all my regrets. :/ The time factor makes things worse- she has probably moved on to all these great things in the last year while I've stagnated.

I feel like I've been divorced, and I'm only 23 ffs.