Ive been up all night and to be honest at first I like it. I'm less depressed when I dont sleep at all and I think this has gotten me into a sinking spiral.
Back when I was on all the pain pills and sleep meds I did sleep every night and I lost weight with no dieting. But I was depressed and iritatable, was it the meds, the pain or the sleeping? I dont know, I just know that at first I feel better, then as exhaustion sets in I'm not able to physically do much because of the pain that creeps up by back. But if I try to sleep and only get a bit of sleep I wake up so down I dont want to get up, I hate going to sleep. As I get older I just can't last as long as I used to with out sleep, but I like the up feeling.