ally....i have had ocd for a very long time......what you need to always remember is that those thoughts are your ocd.....not really you...and that you will not act on the thoughts........i have been being treated very successfully for many years with meds (prozac) and therapy........my ocd symptoms have decreased about 95%.....please get some professional help.....you don't have to suffer!.....if you have any questions.just pm me..i care