Thank you. It's just ugh, this is totally embarrassing! Lol. Oh well. I'm kind of thinking back on my earlier posts and I just want to laugh because I don't know why I cared so much about it. I guess I just didn't want extra meds or something I don't know.

It's crazy how many things can change. I think I may have had the mood component for awhile but nobody's noticed it or identified it properly. That includes myself, because I'm really horrible at keeping track of my moods. I got a mood tracker app on my phone to kind of see how that turned out. I've been using it since July and um... I'm all over the place. Up and down, normal, up and down. My life feels like a roller coaster and I want to get off. This is messy.

I was diagnosed with sza last year at some point, it wasn't the first time I'd been diagnosed with it either. Props to denial being oh so useful. Because you know, if you pretend a problem isn't there then it'll go away! Alas... no ...