I know exactly how you feel. There have been times when I can't even get out of bed all day and night and drag my *** to the therapist and her to do list goes something like this: Get up at 7am. Eat breakfast. Go for a walk. Go to coffee with your friends. aaaaaahhhhhhh don't you see I can't do those things. Her ideas is we are gonna behave this depression away. That works for me when I am moderately depressed and can force myself then I do feel better. But when severely depressed not a chance I can do those things.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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