Nothing's really been helping, I've tried everything I can think of.

Can Geodon even cause mania? I'm definitely going to talk to my pdoc about this on Monday. It's possible that I have sza, it's just not certain right now because my pdoc's only really seen me present with psychotic symptoms and not mood ones. At least not to my knowledge anyway, maybe she has noticed and I just didn't realize it or something.

I could be mixed, I looked it up and yeah it does sound like my current state of mind. It's so weird. I feel silly posting about all this stuff because I've been in denial about my bipolar symptoms for so long that now I just feel like I'm making an *** out of myself.

edited to add: I just looked up geodon and mania... yeah, it can activate it in people who are already prone to it. Weird.