Asia, I don't mean this to sound harsh but I can't find an easy way to say it. You are attached to her, you text her, ring and want to connect with her a lot. You write your blog about your relationship with her, so there is some sort of want or need to connect with her and I think that is normal to a certain extent.
Maybe you still want something from your t outside of sessions, more contact or to connect? This is an attachment of sorts too!

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