I have severe depression. And i want so much to be thin. I think that maybe i wouldn't be AS depressed if i was thinner. I had recently gained a lot of weight because of depression. and i noticed that whenever i was thinner, people treated me with more respect. people liked me more. and most of all, i liked myself more. i've been really watching what i eat but it's been so hard excersizing because my energy is totally zapped. i'm sad, but i wish i could get angry so i could get motivated. i cry everyday because i'm so unhappy with myself, and i know that only i can change myself but i don't have much hope.