I've been crying nonstop for an hour and half. In a couple of hours I went from feeling great to feeling so awful..I'm going to bed I hope I can sleep it off. I don't want to see her for the rest of the night. I asked my sister to try to give her seroquel, but I don't know if she'll take it. I can take her depressions and happy manias, but the rage tears me apart. I look at her and I don't see my mother, I see a monster.