I was diagnosed about 5-6 months ago with bipolar. I know I've suffered with it for awhile but my last manic episode was awful. I'm married to a great husband and have 2 little girls. This last one I left the house for a week and did things I don't want to repeat, I felt so out of control and destructive. I was mean to my family and closest friends. For as long as I can reme.ber I've been depressed, edgy or the other spectrum. On different meds now so I'm hoping for the best. Not sure how much more my family can take. I unfortunately act out in a way that my husband really no longer trusts me . Anyone else that has any advice please feel free to message me id appre iate all the help I can get. Really thankful for this board!