I hope this knowledge will help me, and help any of you I imagine as well. It's one more fault in my make-up, one more maladaptive cog in the machine to be corrected. At least at this precise moment I do feel as if what was once simply an observation -- and erroneous at that -- of the uselessness of failure in life has now become the belief that with maturity and the right therapy I too can learn to learn for my mistakes and failures, just like anyone else.