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Old Feb 28, 2014, 11:06 PM
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Yes. Mostly when I'm manic or mixed. I had it happen a couple times today. Driving I had an image of the moment I found my cat in the street and the whole thing played out like a movie in my head like I was there again not in the car... I yelled and shook my head and yelled again. Then laying on my bed I was thinking about my daughter eating the food I had made for her in the other room and thought about how quiet it was and was she ok did she choke and had vision of her dead on the floor and me trying to do CPR and the paramedics coming and taking her away ... It's horrible. Part of why I have trouble sleeping is because I'm so stressed and upset that all I do is have nightmares that scare the hell out of me to the point I wake up screaming. I swear I spend most of my waking hours in fear of nothing real. My life feels like one prolonged anxiety attack that never ends.

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