Thanks, dex. I will try to stay in touch, but it's hard...to be honest, I'm not sure I should've posted this in the first place, but I have no one else to talk to.

I sure do appreciate your help...and I'm gonna keep riding it out, because what other choice do I have. I just wish everything didn't hurt so much.

*hugs*
Jo

<font color=green> If she spins fast enough then maybe the broken pieces of her heart will stay together, but even a gyroscope can't spin forever</font color=green>