I'll try can't make promises. I'm no good to 99.9% of women because of my virginity. I've tried literally every option, with nothing except loss of money and a shattered heart. My friends boasting about their personal lives has made me hyper aggravated, and even more isolated so I don't want them to help get this degradation away. They may wish me a happy birthday, but there is only 1 way to make it happy and I can't afford to make it happen