Sheesh, what a day. Woke up feeling physically like crap (headache, eyeball pressure, couldn't handle light, elbow trouble and hip bursitis acting up). And agitated! But we had to go out to a place to try to get energy assistance. That was a bust (procedural confusion). Had heavy duty bills bearing down, so lined them up in date/urgency order to tackle. Phone calls to break them into chunks. Head in spacey pain fog, concentration zippo. Still very agitated. Bad day to do, but no choice. Need to not get electric shut off. For starters. (Apt. 100% electric). Car will become unregistered before it gets to emissions testing place (tried, did not make in time). I suppose it is best that that comes first, because if it doesn't pass, the registration and insurance become moot. It's at the "one more significant repair will put it bye-bye" point. TG there's good transit here, because getting another is out of the question. Ahhhh, then there was having to talk to someone about the IRS audit papers that recently "graced" my mailbox that confused and scared the **** out of me with a bill for what is…. at current pay/lack of work days is about 3 months of wages. (And even with the claimed numbers, still well below the poverty line, so wtf are they trying to do to me?!) He had hopeful take on the confusion. Anyhow, in the midst of all the confusion and stress, had a bit of a breakdown and teetered on it before and after as well. I have serious issues with paperwork, deadlines, authority, catastrophic thinking and it spirals fast. Get astoundingly confused.

It feels like open season on me ('cause there's way more than bills involved.) I can't think on it all at once. Only in bits. Guess there is something to be said for having the focus of a flea and dissociation.

SOME sense of accomplishment. Still plenty for next week, but a little better handle on it.
Sorry so long.