Oh yes, mania, that 3 month period where I was convinced I was going to move to California to become a porn star. While at the same time going to night clubs 4 days out of a week.

Lets not forget that random trip I took to Oklahoma City for who knows why and drove 110 mph the whole way there while miraculously not getting a speeding ticket. Later that same night I decided to skip paying at the turnpike so that made up for no speeding ticket...I literally thought I was "Lord Zach of 5 o'clock Traffic".

All those English papers I poured my manic heart out onto were loved by the entire class...then mania ended and I sank into a depression that had me so ashamed of what I'd written that I didn't show up for class anymore. (turns out, after I dropped out, that teacher emailed me and said the papers were really good anyways so that's still a plus :-D)

Yeah, that mania ended and I sank into a depression that had me drop out of college as a freshman and lose my spot on a top 5 in the country d2 sports team...

All that being said...yeah I miss it a lot even though I know it's bad for me.