I need goals and I don’t have any. I need passion and I don’t have any. I need stimulation and I don’t have any. I need something and I don’t have any. I feel adrift in the world. I haven’t felt right since I graduated. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel. I feel like a loser. I feel like a failure. I feel like my brain sucks. I feel like I’m not cut out like everybody else. I feel like I can’t fit in. I feel like I don’t fit in. I don’t know what to do. All I know is that I don’t have anything I need and that I have felt lost for the last 4 years. All the ****** advice I’ve gotten is for everybody else. It doesn’t feel great for me. I don’t think I’ll ever find the right fit for me. I don’t think I’ll ever be happy. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to shake the thoughts inside my head that are killing me softly. I don’t feel anymore.
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Dear heavenly Father, please forgive us, for we know not what we do.
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