I think the irritating truth is that ruptures usually occur in partnership, both parties flubbing the interaction. Only thing is... since I pay the therapist and present myself as the one needing assistance with issues often having to do with communication and emotions... well, I'd hope the therapist would do a better than average job of navigating the difficult waters of communication in session.

It's awfully hard to judge from accounts like this, as they aren't transcripts, and even if they were, past history would be missing, which matters for context too.

All I know for sure is this sentence you wrote: " I AM SO ANGRY AT T RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE TO WAIT A WHOLE OTHER WEEK TO TELL HIM."

OMG... I KNOW that feeling. I hate that feeling. I hope you'll be compassionate with yourself and find things you enjoy and find satisfying to fill your time until therapy, and once that time arrives, I hope you and T will have the clarity and good will to repair this rupture.

The beauty of ruptures is we can mend and be stronger than before the break.