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Originally Posted by pickwick6
Marmaduke, I am so sorry for your abusive childhood... Was there someone in your life who provided love and guidance to you? You have been incredibly strong to get through your childhood and become the loving person you are today. I'm sure I don't need to tell you that such intense feelings toward your mother, while justified, aren't healthy for you and I hope you find healthy ways to get that anger out. I am sure you will continue on your healing journey and maybe you will become a mom yourself... then you will feel love twice... once for your child and again for yourself. I hope when you see your reflection in the mirror that you see yourself as the lovable person that you are... HUG!!
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Thankyou
I did not have anyone else in my life to love or support me, my 2 sisters were 10 years older and mother did not like people in her house, so I was pretty much isolated with her. Its odd because she disliked me, even told me not to speak because the "Sound of my silly voice grated on her nerves " But she over protected me, though I think that was not about concern for me as much as she had a great need to micro control.
I believe if I'd had someone in my life who'd cared for me shown me some love a grandmother, aunty, anyone really I would coped much better, the world would not have been such a cold place.
Everyone needs someone who makes them feel special.