I was first suicidal at age 11. That's the only thing I can really trace because it's very clear.
I've allllways had a lot of anxiety based around different things.
I do know that even as younger kid I frequently had people telling me at times that I talked too much and needed to stop talking so much, or times where people would always be on my case for not talking much.. or from not being as social. That was even younger than age 11.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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