I don't know your mother so I cannot say that it is toxic for your to live with her. It maybe. If she kicks you out it is going to feel like she abandoned you and that really hurts. Maybe she has already abandoned you emotionally, I don't know. You need to find someone you trust that you can confide in about all these things that won't judge you.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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