I am really, really wanting to self harm today - I am 15 days without ... not a lot I know, but I have been cutting so badly recently that I know I need to stop, the problem is, I stop and let it build up and then cut, and then because I have been storing it up, I cut bad. So frustrating. Should I just do it little by little, or what! I dunno what to do. It is so confusing, all I know is I really feel like I want to tonight