I am tired of trying to make friends, people just don't get me, I don't want to explain. I am tired of hearing you look mad, or negative when I am looking normal. I am tired of being stabbed in the back by people who said they were friends. It goes all the way back to elementary when people would talk about me and I had no idea why? Sometimes I think there were things going on with my parents and it reflected down to me and I just don't know what they were. If people would look past whatever it is that they think they see and get to know me instead they would find one of the most loyal friends ever. But then that is where I can't set boundaries and wanting to help everyone. SO, I am at the point of giving up period and live alone.