I am getting better slowly i think. still have big anxiety feeling in my stomach, going back to docsto get some relaxing stuff i hope lol. this post is for people who think they just wont ever get out of the pit. i'm on my way, some slips back, but hopefully no more suicidal thoughts for a while. thankyou everyone on here for helping pull me through. you have been so kind and thoughtful and caring.

if i can get out of that wide black bottomless abyss, then so can anyone else. look fora tiny thread of hope, it is there, keep pulling until the hope gets stronger, people here will help with that.

this time last week i was in despair, no signs of getting out, now i'm actually looking forward to things and am seeing a pdoc v soon. long hard road to get rid of stuff from past, but looking fwd to getting rid of all that unwanted baggage at last.

take it from me, you will get better if you give yourself the chance. helping others on here helps with cinfidence and esteem too, if people listen, it makes you feel worthhile.

take care

kerry (jinnyann) xxx