Sunrise, I'm so sorry to read about this. I can relate about the phone calls though! I think I've only ever called my therapist twice (when it wasn't to change an appointment time) so it's always a big deal for me.

I bet you will be able to talk through this stuff. I bet therapists are totally used to people leaving out stuff when they talk! It's really hard to talk about a lot of issues. I know there's stuff I haven't talked about. But wait and give it a chance. You might actually feel closer afterward and only the interim will be scary. At least that's what I'm hoping!!!

Let us know how it goes.
Sidony