Maybe I should look for a new T. I do look forward to my Mondays with him and can't help but think about him through the week too. And honestly knowing that I feel an emotional connection to him is going to hurt to walk away. I do believe in fate and feel he was brought in to my life for a reason. He wasn't even supposed to be my T. I constantly wonder why I had to meet him like this. I have these very sweet dreams about him. He has changed my life in so many ways and honestly I'm happy after I see him. Another one of lifes cruel jokes I guess. Thank you all for your input. And I will let him know Monday that I think its best for me to switch. Hope he doesn't ask why =(