I started working in Nursing Homes at age 16. Around 22 years old, I had an "episode" while I was on vacation. I really think the stress triggered the "episode", and still wonder to this day whether I'm bipolar. I've been hospitalized many times as well, and I guess a year and half ago, they decided I was eligible for disability. But I didn't want it, I want to be worthwhile and do something. I've tried many other jobs since then, but like you Mickey, they only last a while before I had to call in sick, or quit, because it just got me into a high gear that I couldn't get out of. I'm glad you have disability. Nursing homes have to be one of the hardest jobs there is, and its something people tell me I'd be good at again, but I don't think I could do it anymore. Just wanted to share.