I'm sorry that this is happening. But you did say "we", which means that you do have a spouse or someone, right? That means that you're not alone! And even if you were, you still have us.
Have you ever seen the movie the pursuit of happiness? Remember when will smith was sleeping in the subway bathroom with his son because he didn't have anywhere to go and one bad thing after another just kept happening? But at the end of the movie his life is completely different.
And yours can be too!
Don't give up! Stay strong, my friend.
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Yes. Jesus is the reason I am still alive today.
Diagnoses:
MDD, BPD, PTSD, OCD, AN-BP
(I don't define myself by my personal alphabet up there, but I put it there so that maybe somebody won't feel so alone

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