Some great guy may come and steal you heart. But if he does, make sure that he treats you like a princess. Because you don't deserve anything less that the best!

Do you have a T? Have you tried talking to him/her about it? That might help some.
I'm socially awkward too and have only ever had one boyfriend, but don't let yourself believe that you are not good enough, because you certainly are more than enough, my dear!
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Yes. Jesus is the reason I am still alive today.
Diagnoses:
MDD, BPD, PTSD, OCD, AN-BP
(I don't define myself by my personal alphabet up there, but I put it there so that maybe somebody won't feel so alone

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