i tried so hard not to cut myself but i did anyway because i just can't deal with the pain i feel and unsettledness i feel inside. i feel overwhelmed and sick to my stomach with my anxiety. i just with i had someone to hold me and tell me everything will be ok. im already on meds for my anxiety and depression but i think i just did to much the other day and here ive been having to take it slow. here im a maid on honor and i cant even function right.

so i was panicky and feeling very much in a dark place as i still am and im only saying this because even after i cut it DID NOT MAKE IT BETTER OR GO AWAY. I'm still a ball of emotions right now. but now im left with more scares to try and hide from everyone i know.

if your thinking about cutting dont do it cause even though it may be the first thing you think of when something goes wrong or whatever, it just leaves you with more scars and then you feel bad that you did it when you were doing so good and trying not to.

even though you may feel like no one cares, theres always someone who does care and loves you.