As most of you know I've been dealing with depression since the end of November. I am no longer at the point that I think I'm my husbands imaginary friend, out right suicidal or constantly wanting to hurt myself. I am generally aggravated that I'm alive, have to deal with the world, and awake. I'm sleeping a good 12+ hours and putting myself in harmful situations. My therapist even did a suicide assessment on me Friday. I was also told my prn is not going to pull me out of this. My psychiatrist will know all this and 2 months ago he doubled my antidepressant. I'm sure he'll want to change or add something but I'm not a fan of meds plus this is the last time I see him before he moves and I get transfered.
I see pdoc in 10 days and I like to have a plan before I go in so that its easier to work from that. Does anyone have advice, Ideas, thoughts?I'd really like ideas because right now I feel lost.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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