Haven't thought about it in years but it has come back to my memory recently. I am a straight early thirties guy but all of my first, I don't want to say sexual experipiences because it was more like play but somewhat sexual none the less, were with other boys around my age. The more I think about it the more it seems out of the ordinary but I would like to know what others think.

Just curious if anyone else did any experimentation with others boys when they were young, basically consensual sex play before it was really sexual? I had forgotton about mine until I started reading erotica recently. I didn't realize how many I had until I started thinking about it and counting them up. I remember my first was when two classmates were over playing at my house and one said we should suck each other so we did. It was before we could get hard and just seemed like exciting fun. Then with another classmate another time when I stayed the night at his house. Then a couple of times with a neighbor kid. Then once with a neighbor when at my grandparents house which my sister sort of caught us. Then on a camping trip with two others who were also camping with their dads. That was two nights in a row and I remember feeling guilty for the first time about it on the second night but not sure why since if felt nice. Then with an older boy on a farm who was uncut which was the only time I had seen that. He had a penthouse letters mag and the stories were intriging such that he talked me into letting him try to penetrate me. Of course it didn't go in and we really had no idea what we were doing. It just seemed like play that was a little naughty. And the last time was at some out of town friends of family. I can still remember taking turns in the tree house with the two brothers. The older one suggested we should jack each other off but that didn't sound appealing because I didn't know what it was and said no. So I was shocked when I thought about it and added them all up. Did anyone else on here have those kind of experiences? Just curious how common it was or how outside the normal it is to experiment like that and if you did how it might have affected your desires now.