Thanks to all. No one IRL understand how I feel. It hurts, a lot. I went to church this am and had a crying fit. I just couldn't stop. I am sure those who saw may have just assumed it was the service causing conviction...I am not sure. Either way, I really really truly WISH I could see my T tomorrow. I need to and no she doesn't do phone apt or email either. I already informed her I may not be able to make it if we get the 8 inches of snow predicted *gag!*.

I am so ANGRY. I am angry with God. I am angry with family and friends and most of all I am angry with myself. Did I mention I am angry with the weather?!?

I. hate. this.