I have a new pdoc and I am concerned that he may not stand behind my inability to work. Since I've been on ssdi I went manic in a volunteering position. Also, I have a grad loan of $40k. If I get a minimum wage job all if the income goes to pay off my loan. Because of my bipolar etc I can't handle the corporate employment I was laid off from twice in 3 mo as my illness worsened. It's kind of like having to make x amount of salary to justify putting your kids in day care rather than being a stay at home Mom. I'm going to go over this with my therapist but not my pdoc. I don't want ppl to think I'm scamming to work the system, but as of today there's no way in hell I could hold a 9 to 5. I have often wondered how on earth I was able to even show up and fake stability. I was laid off for being a manic and my behavior was utterly bizarre. It just makes me cringe. I was even rude to the CEO's of fortune 500 companies!!!

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