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Originally Posted by brokenentity
I agree with the first part, very much. My dream job is to be famous, rock star or not, and I'm familiar with a few instruments too.
Everybody deserves attention, me thinks. Nothing wrong with that, even I sometimes tell myself that 'the world doesn't revolve around me', I do crave attention from strangers, am sometimes let down when I think I look good, and don't get any attention at all. In a very conservative society that I live in, I tend to be a little more bold when it comes to looks.
I think you should be heard, maybe you only feel like you're being heard but are not.
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It's not just simply attention…and I realize the next part is going to make me sound like I'm a narcissist, but…I have a desire to be worshipped almost like a deity. I'm not sure where that stems from exactly.
And I want the world to revolve around me and I always feel down if I think I look hot and I seem to get no attention for it. My self-esteem seems to be black and white too—either I feel better than everyone else and no one deserves me or I feel unworthy and like I don't deserve anyone else. It's all quite weird.
P.S. I hope everyone who is sick gets better soon. I forgot to mention that earlier.