Sunrise,

Where do I begin? First of all, do not blame yourself. You did finally tell him whatever it is that you needed to. It is his job to hear it and adjust.

My T once told me that it takes a long time to trust someone when we talk about our "dark side" and he has said almost everyone has a dark side.

I'm new here so I'm sure I'm missing some details but I wanted to say that be glad that you said whatever it is you needed to. You trusted him enough to "go there"...if he doesn't handle this right, it will undue all of your progress.

Hugs~